Friday, March 29, 2013

Extremely sorry you guys!
This has been a crazy busy week both at work and at home
I promise to rectify that before the weekend ends
I will write a super long part and post tonite, Saturday AM in India

Thanks very much to each and every one of you for reading

Writing this and interacting with you all makes my dull days super exciting

Love & hugs
Aditee

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Part 105


Part 105
K:I am sorry, I guess you are too drunk to comprehend what I am saying...
She began searching.......
Just as she shoved her back on the couch "Trash talk the opponent Khanak?" "Not good!!!"
K: Where are the Amarnath brochures?
His eyes fixated on her face…
S:I am not sure what you are asking… (confused)
K:Dadi ne kaha aapko diya subah……..
Shaan grinned… “Dadi is wily”
Khanak squirmed… “Arent you supposed to be at work at 3, its past 10”
S:Thanks I was just about leaving (bending down slowly placing his weight on her)
K:Shantanu…
S:khanak we don’t see each other much anymore, stop fighting (begs)
K:that’s not MY fault!
Shaan’s body stiffens, but he lets his hand creep under her tee…
S:Dadi knew we were fighting…
K:She always knows…
S: khanak
His breath fanned her cheek,  as he inhaled her forehead, some of her resistance slowly dissolved….
S:Why were you all dressed up today?
K: Because I was mad at you… I mean am mad at you…
He chuckled…
S:You smell like coconut oil and jasmine….and are smooth as butter (he groaned in her neck)
K:I went to Mrs Kumar’s  and got everything done….
S:I thought I saw color on your nails…
K:I took it off after the unintended shower…..
S:Khanak…
K: I have to go see Kaka (she said it)
S:Then we shouldn’t be accusing me of being a workaholic should we? (taunting, lifting himself up)
K:Aada cant go see him… Kaki doesn’t speak much Hindi or Marathi (troubled)
He ignored the platitudes……
K:If only you knew…
He was quiet….
K:Actually you did….. the proposal came at the Trust Dharamshala……….
He began tormenting her………
K:Shan..shaantanu…
S:Rant away Mrs Gujral! (savagely)
K:I…
S:No! THAT’S your name!
K:Hmmpphhhh!
S:Lets plan on a vacation…
K:Abhi nahi…
S:I was not asking
K:I cant go....
S: I am talking with my agent in the morning.....
K: I...
S: A week... Europe
K was emotionally and physically melting.... the thought of being away from her real life tempted her.........










Monday, March 25, 2013

Part 104

Mangal Kunj

She turned around and walked into the kitchen, rinsed and stacked the dirty dishes in the dishwasher, and walked towards Dadi's room...
Dadi was startled to see her
"Tum? Arent you getting ready for bed"
Ummm.. nahi" she said sitting down
Just as the door bell chimed,
"shaan hai neeche?" she asked
"Umm... umm" responded her DIL ...
"I want him to come get me" she spoke in her mind...
Dadi went to get the door
It was Mrs Sood from across the hallway
The women started chatting in rapid fire Punjabi, Mrs Sood showed her images on her iPad
Dadi: Come look beta?
Khanak paused MTV and walked over
Sood: Yeh Shaan di votti hai na?
Dadi: Haan kinni sundar hagi nahi?"
Sood: Woh te hai
Mrs Sood just stared at the young girl,
Khanak:Kahan ki hai Dadi?
Sood: Punjabbi kudi nahi na hai... main pul gayi
Sood:Beta yeh, Amarnath ke raaste ki
Dadi:Subah maine Shaan ko brochures diye, ja lekar aa puttar, usme forms bhi hai
K:Dadi, kal laoon?
D:she is here for them beta
K walks upstairs.... her husband is ON THE COUCH, sipping his SOR playing a game........
There is paper everywhere, pictures, newspapers, magazines.....
K:I need Dadi's brochures
He ignored her
K:I am sorry, I guess you are too drunk to comprehend what I am saying...
She began searching.......
Just as she shoved her back on the couch "Trash talk the opponent Khanak?" "Not good!!!"

Friday, March 22, 2013

Part 103


Mangal Kunj
K: In that case…. (bitter, soft) (I should sleep by myself every nite from now then…
S:Don’t you dare! (shook a finger by her face)
She looked afraid… he felt disgusted…
S:Khanak
K:Go away..
S:You  have ZERO work life balance! (made a zero with his right hand)
K: Not ME, You! (angry)
S: That’s all I do… work…. Unlike YOU!
K:whats that supposed to mean?
S: Do I have to spell it out now? (taunting)
K:I don’t think my fam…. I don’t think… you shouldn’t be… (biting her lower lip to hold back her tears)
S: Oh! Yes! I should be…
K:I am not begging you for support OR understanding, if you notice (wiping away hot steamy tears, her face flushed)
S:Oh! You never beg! (derisive) Mz Pride! You never beg…
He looked at her… eyes roving over her almost nude shoulders and her cleft…
K: If you are justifying your workaholic behavior you just succeeded
S: So you are going to Pune then?
K:He has GALL STONES.. he has had a liver transplant, you know what that means, now if his gall bladder needs to go, its bad..(worried)
S:Cant your Fa go? He seems to have made a successful business out of doing nothing!
She flinched visibly… truth hurt… truth from her husband
K: Thanks for the opinion (softly)
S: So you are going then?
K turned away from him, stared out the tall closet windows… out into the Bay…….. the location was priceless… the sorroundings affluent, the home soaked in opulence…….. but she stood in it with a huge truck load of personal baggage… baggage that was unbearable to carry…….
S: I am going to go get your bags from the car
K: Main le loongi (without turning)
He left… she was in the closet when he returned
S: Lets go EAT! (frustrated)
K:I ate at Vrunda Aunty’s
S: No you did not! She said she only gave you poha…
K: Aap khayiye… jaakar (turning to face him, her face swollen like a balloon)
He waited hands in his pockets… cool self assured… calm… in a dark blue collarless tee and tan cargo shorts……….
K: I am not really hungry!
He didn’t say a word…
K: I am not going to bed after I eat…
He texted…. Unfazed…
K:I need to wash my face.. you made me cry! (blunt)
He looked up to see… was unmoved…
He followed her to the bathroom as she rinsed her face……
She sponged her face off and walked out, found three of his towels on the bed…damp soiled…
She quietly removed them and took them with her…
He waited at the foot of the stairs while she went to the ante room annexxe to dry them in the stand…
They walked together downstairs as he answered a call
Dadi: Ghanta ho gaya puttar, kithhe si? (where were you?)
S: In the shower.. (putting the call on hold)
D looked at the girl’s face
D:Lada tu? Khotha!
S answered her that he did not (lied)
D:Shakal vekh kudi di (look at her face)
S: Shhh Dadi! (begging)
D:Rahat haiga? De mainnu dassaan (give me the phone let me tell him)
S walks away shaking his head,
D:You sleep with me beta
K:Jee! (smiling after a long time)
S shot a fire dart at his wife “So Now we have to play dirty?” look
Dadi served… Khanak ate as if she were starving
He ate sparingly got smacked, told Dadi he ate at work…
Dadi admonished him, scolded her asked her to be more strict
She didn’t say a word, went back to being distant………..
Dadi talked about neighbors, the movie star that lived in the building some family gossip,..
Khanak helped her stack away since the help had retired for the night……
Shaan moved to the living room answering texts and phone calls
They exchanged a long intense look……. Hadn’t said a word to each other directly since steping down……… “make up s—was explosive “ “any s—with Shantanu was fiery” her heart raced as she imagined it for a few moments………a weak trembling sensation coursed through her body…….. her hands were jello like now………..raptureous… ecstatic…….. A week had gone by……… they were out to spite each other……… his touch and love making were the only delights in her now depressing work life……..he made her say things she could have never imagined  saying in bed…………. He fought her like he would fight a vicious enemy……he possessed her like she was the only thing that remained in the world………..
“I wont talk with him but will let him make love to me”
“I can still be mad at him”
“We can fight in the morning”
“I will play hard to get and then savor the seduction”
K:I want to sleep by Dadi! (barely a whisper)
S:No! Khanak(firm but softer than her tone)
Dadi heard that and breathed audibly.. smiling as she let herself out of the kitchen through a side door towards the hallway… she knew Khanak wanted to go to her husband………
He would make her!










Thursday, March 21, 2013

Part 102


Mangal Kunj
Part 102
Water drained off the gleaming silver granite walls… he stripped out of his towel and let the needlesspray his skin…. Eyes shut
She hit the nozzle, turning the supply off
S:Khanak!
K: Chaabi deejiye mujhe!
S: Khanak let me get done with my shower…
K:Nahi!
She stood cupping the nozzle, he pressed on it gently, that’s all it took………… the jets sprayed them both… fair and equal………..
He stared at the water making its way down her face, smudging first and then watering down the vermilion on her parting, it stood on her nose tip… a lone red droplet, before leaping off….
S:Are you going to shower fully clothed?
He reminded her
She woke out of her trance….
Stepped out soaking……..
S:Khanak
K: You can go to hell… get lost! (fuming)
She stomped out…. Changed into her floral lounge capris and a spaghetti strap tee
Tied her wet hair
Removed polish off her nails plotting her next move……… as she sneezed heartily
Heard a clutter, he placed the keys on her chest of drawers…
K ignored him and walked out of the room
S: If all this drama is intended to avoid talking about you going to work on weekend, its not working (bit it out)
K:We can discuss this over the phone as you will be in Ulwe in two hours? (she checked her imaginary watch on her wrist)
S: We are 6 months into construction!
K:SO?
S:What?
K: So that gives you the privilege to be gone indiscriminately?
They stood in her closet ready to wring each other’s neck
K:I wanted to stay at Vrunda aunty’s
He turned around furious
K: I am going to go sleep by Dadi tonite
S:Try it!
K: Tuesday, Wed, Thursday nite think about it Shantanu (I slept ALONE, YOU never came to bed)
S:You worked last weekend, so I think that’s suitable payback
They both stared… they knew each would go farther in order to get revenge…..
K: In that case…. (bitter, soft)
S:Don’t you dare! (shook a finger by her face)





















Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Part 101


Part 101Mumbai
Around 8 PM
They both remained silent as he drove…. She looked out her window, he flipped channels on his Sirius not bothering to lower the volume when he hit death metal channels… she did not express any irritation… her things were in the back seat. He had picked it up from Ritwik’s house while she said her goodbye to Mr Pai
Vrunda and Vithal had persuaded them to stay for dinner… “a meal without meat is close to starvation for my husband” she thought but said “ I will come back later Aunty… I promise” Khanak reassured….
“I wanted to stay she whispered.
“You always do” he responded unemotional…
“Tchhh”
He completely ignored that……..
Vithal showed her husband his new laptop, Shaan commented on speed etc…
Ritwik wanted to see the Toureg’s keys, the keyless remote fascinated him he wanted to know if he could unlock it, Shaan nodded…. He showed Shaan the remote control car Khanak had bought for him, Shaan taught him how to maneuver it… not to score any points with Khanak or anything…. He really didn’t care to make an opinion about kids….
The car smelled like him….it was cluttered with gadgets and papers… she didn’t ride it much unless they had to be someplace together….
There was no religious symbols anywhere….
His phone buzzed and beeped… he looked but didn’t answer… except one…
He spoke bluntly…. He expressed concern didn’t say much… Khanak knew it was about Esteem.. her husband’s Machiavellian plans……….. winning was of supreme importance…….
“Nachiket” he said sharply handing the phone to her
She gave him a “I don’t want to talk” look
“I told him you did” he said muscle clenching his jaw
She took it
“Are you mad at me?” Nachiket asked
“Not you” she said bluntly
Nachiket laughed heartily “He is smitten with that sense of humor”
“Only the humor?” she asked dourly
Nachiket laughed again
“Smack Gujral if he acts like a jerk”
“Jee” she said quietly
“Havent seen you in a while where are you?”
“I am on the Marine Drive Medina Project”
“Al-Taibi brothers?”
“Jee”
“You don’t sound happy Khanak”
Khanak was quiet… her tears were coming back…..
“Call me sometime we can do lunch, or  I will wring Gujral’s neck for you”
“Plan B Sounds good”
she said, as Nachiket laughed hysterically….
Her husband leaned and closed his hand over her phone held one…
She let go of the phone, he held it longer than necessary… taking it back eventually
“Rahat is back on site in the morning, the other guys will be there as well, may be you and I should meet at 3?”
“You should go now!” she said loudly a lil shrill
“Shaan chuckled at something Nachiket said
“She is generally pissed”
“No” he said
Listened
“I’ll try”
“Oh I insist, you must go now, I can take a cab” she was LIVID……
He drove quietly, but breaking speed laws…….
Screeched into the parking lot…….. the guard jumped out of his skin…..
Got out and opened her door, she took forever to gather her dupatta, and her kurta folds……. Checked her bangles and got down slowly
He slammed the door after her, and walked to the elevator….
“Mere bags?’ she said
“HL will bring it”
“Not if you are going to work at midnite” she stomped her feet
He walked into the elevator, gave her a long stinging look and let the doors slide shut as she waited by the locked car
When she went up a 15 mins later waited… adamantly by the car…, when HL didn’t show up, she found HL cleaning the dinner table
“Aapko chabi di?”
“Nahi” he said confused
“Where did he go Dadi?’ she asked a visibly tickled septuagenarian
“Ooopar gaya hai nahaane”
She went up doing three steps at a time as Dadi smiled openly “these two will drive each other insane” she said………. Khanak, looked up every drawer, every nook where the keys could be, stormed into the bathroom…”shantanu chaabi kahan hai?” she yelled…..
He was finishing up on his SHAVE!
“ Don’t BOTHER…. You are wasting your time” she said pointing to his after-shave glistening jaw…
He gave her a sullen look turned to the shower cubicle and slammed the nozzle…
The 8 or so jets shot in every direction, icy and piercing……soaking her.. and him and the bath mats…









Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Part 100


Part 99
Chembur
Tears glistened in her eyes,as she stared out the window…a sense of defeat creeping in, “meeting with Shiv, was acknowledging she needed help” “being subject to Sanjay’s tantrums and arrogance was acceptance that she couldn’t quit her job” “being unable to get through to her husband on the baby issue is the proof of her lack of negotiation skills”
“Do you have a signed lease yet?” startled her
Turned around in shock… there was light in the hallway now, light in the living room, everywhere where he had passed… her rom was dark… with the occasional car headlights…
He hit the light in disgust…
“Not yet Pai Uncle has gone to type it out” she responded, not cowering
He approached her as she pasted herself on the window grill…
He wore what seemed like offwhite tan cotton trousers crushed and creased… now with a cotton check shirt in black… crumpled at places…
He wore black suede…
“Aapne shoes kyon nahi utaare”
“You don’t live here any more” (this is not your house)
“Lets go” he said bluntly, as if every extra minute would cause her to drift away…
“Nahi” she said turning towards the window
He crowded her, not touching but gripping a curvy steel bar close to hers
“What happened?”
“Kuch bhi nahi”
“Khanak” warning
“Go away” her voice breaking…
He gripped her waist and turned her around…
“Crying?” shocked
“All because of you!” she snorted, holding back tears…
He was amused a bit… but too angry to smile
He let his hand slide from her waist to her arm, as she struggled… her bangles fluttered noisily under the impending threat of being overpowered… but were conquered nevertheless…… a couple snapped and fell to the floor…..
Their breathing steamy and labored as they traded visual arrows…….
“Shantanu” she ordered…
He didn’t say a word continued to smother her……
“What the f--- is going on at your office?” he swore savagely
“Nothing that demands you to swear” she hissed……
His lfet hand still in his pocket…………………….
Her bare feet reaching out and pushing his shoed feet.. her smelled like cologne, dirt and motor oil…. She smelled like ginger and lavender…….he wondered HOW? At 8 at nite?
She let her senses drown in the intoxicating aroma of him…….
“It’s a fricking house building project! Why are you acting as if your life is falling apart?”
“YOU?” she shrieked… “YOU are asking me that?”
“YOU are the epitome of LIVING your career every waking moment!!” she yelled
He continued to tackle her…
“YOU are never home!”
“YOU are trying to have my company’s deal nuked!” she hissed running out of breath…..
“WHO is feeding you this shit?”
“Mujhe maloom hai aap aur Dad sab milkar Esteem ka Lower Parel”
“Stop it Khanak” he warned…..
She pushed him as he pushed himself against her…..
Their groan echoed in the room as the bodies came in contact……..her lips open on his stubbly throat chin……
He swore something really inappropriate… as he rubbed his throat all over her face and parted lips……
“He is a misogynistic jerk!” she spit out in a sob
He listened carefully to the inadvertent admission of trouble at work…….
“While the husband tries every trick in the book to play dirty” anguished…….
They stood/lay on each other hearts racing….. aroused……..
His phone beeped and rang multiple times……
“I am staying with Vrunda aunty (Ritwik’s Mom)
He gripped her hand tighter…
And waited….
His keen sense of hearing warned him of approaching person…….
He let his grip relax and stepped back… running a hand through his hair………the hand that held her
She turned away to the window
Pai: Khanak beta?
Shaan:Hi!
Pai:Arey tum bhi aaye?
S:Hmmm smiling shook hands politely
P: 32 logon ka mann hai (proud)
K:Itne saare…
P:Chembur jo hai (pride)
Shaan:Where are your bags?
K:At Vrunda Aunty’s
Shaan smiles and nods at Pai and begins to leave
P:Khanak hamare ghar par khao aaj maine kaha tumhari aunty ko
S:Thanks.. but I.. mujhe site par jaana hai
K stared at her conceited snobbish husband………..
P:Tum to khao beta
K:Uncle agle hafte?
P smiled happy
P: Agle hafte tumhari friend bhi aa rahi hai
K nodded gently smiling
P’s phone rings……Khanak and him walk out of the room..
Shaan bends down to pick up the two shards of broken glass from thefloor by the window tucks it in his pocket and steps out…